I'm crying tonight

Hello fella

 It's getting late but my eyes too stubborn to sleep

it's irritating when u lie on your bed

but your eyes refuse to sleep

but lucky we are in high tech era

everything is on your fingertips

i'm kinda girl yg senang addicted to drama

last month my sister introduce me to a Philippines drama

Stairway to heaven

hero,name Cholo is such a tough guy..handsome and loyal

heroin, Jodi..she pretty and like to sacrifice

i've been told tht the drama was an adaptation from a famous novel

but i haven't 'Google' it

some of them says it was a song title

..i don't care..

thanks to tonton.com,my

they store some series to be watched 

especially a day worker like me

well i cried because the scene are touching me

i couldn't resist when i saw a man cried

i'll cried too

as for me, if man cried..they are hurt the most

note : they have korean version also..but less conflict..(org kate la..)

this drama is aired on 930 am on TV3..

I'm a greedy woman

Haloo everybody

what a lovely saturday morning

rise n shine babes

let me share a bit about woman nneds that most of the people already know

man always think our 'type' is super complex

well, they're born that way

full of emotion and insticts..i'm glad i'm a woman

besides we want to be loved

we also need a lot of attentions

we need to be pampered

we always expected surprises in a very unique ways

we need to be praised

we need to have besties for gossipping

we need a shoulder to cry on

we need shopping therapy

we need a partner that can keep our secret to death 

we need a soulmate or soulmates (rare case..)

yup..its going to be never end list

so that y i can conclude that 

GREEDY is my middle name

i want it all and nothing to lose

note : for all men out there, take care of your woman

Hyper slow

 Hi readers

its been a long time since i write my previous post

kinda miss to write again

i was thinking what to write

especially the title

lol~

i bet most of you will disagree with me if i'm saying that FEBRUARY is too slow 

suprisingly right?

this picture has nothing to do with the post
 

eventhough i have my BIG DAY during this month

i still cannot brain..y its to slow

its like crawling baby

ok..thats my first thought that i want to share

till we meet again..

note : i hope March will come sooner that i expected..

for all fellas,thanx for wishing me Birthday..so sweet all of u

Di hening senja

Haloo everybody

awww....rindu ye?

actually sudah lame xupdate blog busuk ni

M.A.L.A.S

ye..penyakit yg hingga kini belum ditemui ubat nye

tp tidak ngape..klu uollz rjin2 komen..mybe kemalasan i tu akan terubat kot

sebenarnye aritu berkobar2 nk cite sal trip ke NZ

 i naek bende ni mase kt Wellington aritu

last2 post tu simpan je kt draft

lom di touch up lg

tgk la nnt klu dtg rjin i

i post ye

sekarang ni dh msuk tahun 2012

harap2 belom terlambat nk wish Happy New Year

tahun utk geng2 i bertukar status from single to married

seronok bg pihak diorg semua

ptg2 ni mmg xtau nk post ape..so merapu je la ye..

sebelum tu kate2 aluan..

nanti kn come back dari i..(poyo sgt2)

selamat menjalani kehidupan dengan baik2 sahaja

note : stay cute..stay healthy

What a wonderful life

Afternoon readers
today is my free day at work
good or not good?
i'm feeling jobless
there's alot of stuff happening since my last post
1.Awanmulan and Lipsum's rocking
2.four years of bitter sweet relationship
3.getting 'i' thing from u-know-who
4.Breaking dawn, breaking nerves
5.blurry bridesmaid
6.penang, we meet again!! (this is suppose to be a secret)
7.Ombak Rindu is a BLACKOUT movie
8.packing to All Black's motherland
and me leaving Malaysia soon
wow..i always thought my life is kind of boring
haha..GREAT lah~

Most bored weekend

Evening  readers
i'm so bored
si dia pn busy
nk kua, xad geng
nk tgk movie, xad cite best
nk shopping, xad mood
nk men bowling, xad kwn
nk tido, xboleh lelap
nk online, dh puas online
nk tgk tv, xad yg menarik
ok..seyesly bosan

 

sekian

note : sorry..i'm so bored to write anything

Money..is that all u need?

Afternoon readers
the heavy workloads has stopped my idea from flowin'
one night, mase i ngh 'checkitout2' tgk tv

 erk..cite ape kite tgk ni Meon?

tibe2 sorg housemate i ni ckp
ngn suare yg keluh kesah dan penuh persoalan
'Kenape kite keje susah2 sebab nk kumpul 'kertas2' ni?'
di tangan die mase tu ade sejumlah nota RM50 (duit sewa umah bulan tu)

hati i mule berdetik..monolog dalaman
otak ligat berfikir
'aah kn?ada jugak betulnye tu..'

 kne gune konsep fizik ke utk jwp soklan ni?

kami saling berpandangan..ngn muke confius2 sikit
soalan tu dibiarkan sepi tanpe jawapan..
yg kedengaran hanye lah kipas yg berputar ligat bercampur2 ngn suara yg datang dari TV
yg setia memapar gambar berwarna-warni tanpa jemu
mungkin bosan menanti
lepas tu lg 1 soalan mencabar minda keluar dari mulut die
'Andai kate tibe2 duit ni xad nilai, ape kite nk buat ngn kertas byk2 dlm bank tu kn?'

 bayangkan kalau duit byk2 ni xad nilai...

ok...i terkedu
marilah kite same menjana minda nan cerdas pd ptg2 hari ini..
i tinggal kn u'ollz ngn persoalan2 tu..

note : for those who's brainy enough...gimme some answer please..hehe

Alah memboli, monang memakai

Afternoon readers
let's share a bit bout hobi xberfaedah i
FYI, i mmg suke sgt2 browse online shopping website
for example, Reebonz, Brandsfever etc
to admit..i mmg suke tgk branded stuff
it's like watches, handbags, clothes, shoes etc

 iklan semate2

tp i bkn la jenis yg suke collect benda2 cmtu..
bkn ape..tidak mampu..
org2 tua kate..ukur baju di badan sendiri..
last week i check one of those website..guess wht i found
OMG..ad la 1 handbag ni..harge die RM125K
WTH?i bet hand stitches la..brand tu jgn tny la..
nk kate lawa tu,xada la sgt..cm biase2 je..
brand itself pn dh ada harga..material die lg..
org kate..alah membeli,menang memakai..
i rase statement ni arguable la..nk tau np i ckp cmtu?
Firstly, dh la abes beribu riban nk beli bnd tu..kejap je..
pastu out of season dh..segan la nk pkai..nnt org kate outdated..
Secondly, penjagaan yg cerewet..
ye la..mane xnye..kne la jg elok2..dh abes beribu kn..
yg leather kne ad special care la..kang klu rosak..meraung..

baju2 yg mahal tu pulak,kne dry clean la..ah..cerewetnye..

Thirdly, klu jenis yg xbape mampu tu..tp nk melaram pny pasal..
kne la bersusah payah ikat perut..
Fourthly, klu pkai brg2 mahal ni..org dok aim je..ye x?
klu kne rembat...xke menongeng2 frust nye?
aduhai..
cube klu beli brg kt pasar mlm ke..uptown ke..downtown ke..
xkesah pn nk melasak2,melanyak2..kn2?
klu kne rembat pn xad hal sgt..1 hilang, 10 i bli..hehe
tp..ape slh nye klu nk memiliki bnd2 cmtu..
xslh klu anda mampu..
tp klu yg xbape mampu tu..kite kne la pndai2 bawak diri..
jgn smpi nk menyeksa diri semate2 nk kejar bnd2 duniawi tu..
ingatan utk diri sendiri juge...

note : klu setakat nk berangan tu..ok je..hehe...

Lagi aktiviti di hujung minggu

Afternoon readers
Last weekend bersamaan dgn 22/10/2011
i pergi menyibukkan diri ke Hutan Lipur Lentang
sekadar dtg menengok2 budak2 Kembara organize CARE XII

en.Lehe..i pinjam gamba u eh...hehe

seronok tgk ahli kelab yg semakin ramai

good job kpd ahli kelab sbb dpt tarik ramai org join kelab

even i pn bkn la aktif sgt join actvt kelab

tp i cukup suke menyibuk2

terase agk bosan sbb kne buat actvt sendiri

xkn nk join peserta pulak..ye x?

kire i jd cm PELANCONG je la

 pelancong2

diorg g nightwalk..kitorg join..
tp bkn wtpe pn..tlg kire kn peserta je
kot ade yg lari ke..hehe
i dgr mcm2 ragam diorg..tp nk wt cmne..
biase la tu..i pn pernah jadi peserta..
cuak gak la dok dlm hutan mase mule2 tu
sbb konon nye i rase i sorg2 je kt situ
this time sgt bernasib baik..sbb Maxis coverage mmg terbaik even dlm utan pn

nais~

so..utk menghilangkan kebuhsanan, kite ber'FB' la di situ
dh bosan ber'FB..kite tido pulak..haha
sejuk tu jgn ckp la..hanya berbekalkan cardigan yg dipinjamkn cik Zana
i bertahan smpai la abis actvt Night walk tu..
nk stay smpi Florence night mmg xdpt la
mlm tu i tdo dlm kete cik Zana..cukup selesa..
bfast pn sedap..McD..
kemudian join water confident laks
syiok!!!
mmg jakun sikit..sbb dh lame xjumpe air sungai..

muke EXCITED!!

cukup la i simpulkn di sini..
weekend i mmg best!!tq Cik Zana sbb ajk i..
oh ye..sblm tu..yg plg xle blah is bile i smapi2 je..
beberape org dok tny kt i..
'Eica,tahun dpn ko kawin kn?' apekah....
terkedu i di situ..
tp disebabkan i ni COOL
i pn jwp la..bile tibe mase nye nnt...i anta la kad ye...
tp klu jd la tahun dpn,AMINNNNN...

note : seronok dpt tgk ragam2 org..

Restless

Afternoon readers
It's been awhile,right?
sorry cuz updating the blog is not my daily basis..
dun get sick yet
well perhaps today I'll share some story about my activities last week
if you're not interested of knowing it, u can stop reading now..
last weeks was a restless week for me
Saturday, i attended the company team building
the activity was so called 4WD challenge..

but it's more likely stomach challenge for me
everytime we stop, they'll served us food

it's like having 3 stars buffet lunch and dinner in the middle of the jungle
and then went back to 4WD bumpy ride..luckily i didn't throw up
1st time experience, it was fun..get into the river with those car

 

almost get swipe out because of the river's strong current
at was night when we went down the hill
alhamdulillah..everything was fine till i reached home
while Sunday, going out with a bunch of my closest friends
girls rock!!
updating what i had passed for a few months really made me miss those memories with them
the most activities that we did were eating, karaoke and bowling
It's tiring but I'm having so much fun
Thanks for making my weekend great

note : I love the way i live..

Hati

Afternoon readers
Today i nk berbicara tentang hati
sebab ape?sebab i perempuan (motif??)
perempuan memang terkenal ngan hati dan jiwa nya yang halus
a.k.a SENSITIF

Sekuat mana die cuba tahan, semakin kuat perasaan sakit tu menghimpit
Sepayah mana die cuba melupakan, semakin sakit hatinya
seriously sakit
xcaye?try la..

Sekian

My 1st spa experience

Evening readers
3 bulan lepas (July) i bli la spa voucher kt 1 website discount ni
hanya pada minggu lepas berpeluang nk g..
EXPIRED 1 OCT..burn la klu xg
so,last Friday i went to a spa with k.aina

tidak berkoje kah dikau??ku jawap..on leave..
terletak di Ampang..sungguh kami gigih p sane..
xtau jln pn xpe..GAMBLE je..
nmpak sign Ampang,belok..
hingga la tiba ke destinasi dgn selamat
merase nk pamper kn diri ini setelah setahun berkoje
dengan niat menemankn k.aina..
wat facial sikit..

massage sikit

sungguh un'sangka'able..
ku hengat sedap la
rupenye2..sakit..sob3
time facial tu leh tahan lg
die sapu serum..scrub..mask..itu..ini..potpet2..
die kate kulit i kering..so die nk apply more serum..
extra serum,extra charge la..(dh agak..)
pastu die bg massage pule..
i rse cm kene smackdown je..
i cm terkujat2 sikit menahan sakit n geli..
setelah dibelasah selama sejam..akhirnye i tertido
i pn pelik..cmne le tertido..
ke i pengsan eh?haha..xpasti..
yg pasti i bgn dlm keadaan blurr..pening n di bawah lampu merah..ha????
ok..i pn xpasti..mybe part of treatment
dh la die tutup aircond..cm sauna pn ad..
pastu..berakhir la sesi spa kami..
bdn mule merase sakit2..die kate..byk toksik..
keesokkan hari badan mule rase menghangat

feverish

nk buat ape..sume xad mood dh..
sorry ibu...xdpt tlg sgt..huhuh..

note : xtau nk kate ape..cube la dlu..bru tau..

How's the ending??

Afternoon readers

Well, yesterday i'm lucky enough to get a free ticket to watch a musical

have u heard about latest musical under Enfiniti Vision Media?

THE SECRET LIFE OF NORA

i didn't realize it was a full-dress rehearsal until the director told the audience it was
Props are not entirely ready at that moment
Well, they only stage the 1st chapter last night..
they don't want to risk the company(if this is the correct term for them)
well it was my first time to watch those musical thingy at Istana Budaya
FYI, today is the official date they stage it live
i heard the tickets already SOLD OUT
to satisfy my curiosity of the ending
i GOOGLED!!
the story is more or less like this..

NORA stars Tiara Jacquelina in the titular role as a beautiful, rich, spoil cabaret owner and singer. Nora has a brush of trouble with Interpol after the death of her father reveals the cabaret to be a front for his illegal international business activities. Stuck in a tight spot, Nora accepts a proposition from Interpol to masquerade as a spy and infiltrate one of the biggest human trafficking rings in the world in exchange for her freedom and to save her beloved cabaret.

ok..the lead actor was HANDSOME!!

 Ryan Silverman

note : hampa dpt tgk 1st chapter je
note : Musical ala2 Disney..terbang2 sikit..

Aktiviti di hujung miggu lepas

Afternoon readers
i'm so inspired today
i think i've got my momentum back but it's already Thursday
near to WEEKEND..evil laugh

buruk rupe evil laugh ni...

since i'm skipping my lunch again...
i pn nk update la blog
actually i xmo story..
tp rase gatal2 tgn ni..nk menaip
last week mmg heaven sgt2..(ayat2 remaje zaman skang)
cuti Malaysia Day..i g sambut kt Dataran Merdeka..

sungguh bersemangat kami mengibarkan Jalur Gemilang!!

salam PM..ok..(mmg penipu besar..)
actually me n Cik Rubi p Mines..
g karok lagu2 patriotik..(seyesly?!!!!)
pastu berarak menuju ke Mines Bowling..(terbaik..)
tidak perlu dinafikan lg..kemenangan berpihak pd i..haha..(sure cik Rubi rase nk debik i..)

Turkey for the 2nd time..hahaha!!

mmg syok la sgt2..terase amat bersyukur menjadi anak merdeka..
kami BEBAS!!
seterusnya, keesokan hari mengunjungi rumah bakal mertua ..(blush2)
mule2 beraye..pastu merewang..(merewang : membantu tuan rumah mengadakan persiapan kenduri dan sesudah kenduri)
pastu bole pulak terlanding kt dpn Hall time tgk drama ngn bakal mak mertua a.k.a Aunty..
sob3..buruk xperangai?
bgn pagi je breakfast dh siap..ok..GAGAL!!!!
tp best sgt2..dpt gomol2 Husna..bakal anak buah..comey2..
dpt berkenalan ngn hampir seluruh keluarga Aunty..
diri ini sudah tidak keruan..
diusik dan ditanye pelbagai soalan..terkedu beb..
rase nk sorok je..sob3..malu2..

ee..nk sorok mane muke ni...malu2.

tp..kenangan indah utk raye tahun ni..(eh?raya lg ke...?)

note : just diam2 je k...jgn kecoh2..

Tale as old as time

Afternoon readers

Lunch?

today i cuti from taking lunch

sbb nk update blog..(touching x?)

as per title..i cm tibe2 in the mood nk story in the making of '4 years'

 at first, we're barely even friend 

 out of no where, we become classmate

 it grows that soon enough we becoming a friend 

a person to share my problem and to laugh

then oneday, we bend unexpectedly

 we become some sort of a soulmate

we fight, we laugh, we make fun of each other

i hope this relationship will become an epic

which i can tell my grankids on how i value the memories i had with him

as for now, i hope..there's more years to come for us

tasting the bitter and sweet out of it

 and grow old together

the end with happy ending

note : dlm hati ade taman...

Melalut di petang hari

Hi readers
Lame rase nye x berkunjung ke blog sendiri ni
mungkin rmi jugak yg dh angkat kaki dri follow blog i
ok..budget rmai sgt follower..hehe
xpe la..bukan itu pn tujuan i buat blog ni dlu
sje2 mengisi mase yg xberape lapang ni
mkin meningkat usia, raya semakin xbest
yg meriah nye mase 1st day je..setuju?
ditambah pulak dgn peristiwe pahit yg xdisangka2
mari kite same2 muhasabah..ad hikmah utk semua yg terjadi
pe yg dh berlaku?Private & Confidential la..(klu xnk cite,wtpe mention)
sure ada yg sakit hati..kn2?hehe..i mmg gedik..so wut?!
xpe la..i dh redha dh..jdi kn peristiwa tu sbg pengajaran
ok..move on
since blik dri cuti yg xberape pnjg ni..mood keje i mmg cm suam2 je
xmo cite sal tu la
cite lain pulak..

jgn pening2 lalat ye readers..
i ngh sibuk wt projek membangunkn website utk my dad
sebenanye dh hampir seabad beliau request..tp ade je kekangan..
so..skang i nk start la buat..slow2..
baik strt, sebelum my dad sentap kt i..kn2?hehe
i pki Wordpress je..hosting and domain kne cri lain la..
mls nk gne dreamweaver cm dlu..not praktical..
static website je kot..xyah over please~
mule2,create dummy dlu...kasi praktis smpi lebam..
pastu bru msk kan content..
hope i boleh la buat ngn jayenye...insyaallah..
nnt le dpt upah..(harapan...~)

note : what i'm still doing at the office this hour?haih...
note : mls nk letak gamba..next time ok..

Let's be a better person

Afternoon readers
25th ramadhan
Terase lame dh tidak m'update
Saje nk bg readers rindu-rinduan kt i (poyo)
xsabar rase nye menunggu hari esok
maklumlah..org jauh nk blik kg la katekn
memetik kpd Facebook status si dia

Apologizing doesn't mean that you are wrong. At times, you do it because you value the relationship and you love the person more than your ego.

ad betol nye
ok..mari kite ulas same2
ad sesetengah org tu mmg pantang datuk nenek moyang die
bile dh ludah tu, nk dijilat balik (euwwww..)
ego nye mmg tinggi bebenor la..setinggi Burj Khalifa Tower di Dubai
tp from the my point of view..
kalau ego2 sgt ni..byk rugi dri untung nye
bukan le kenyang pn..org menyampah lg..
sampai kesudah x settle problem..

 i'm sowy...(abes cute dh ke?hehe)

Ye..xsalah klu mintak maaf..even bkn slh kite pn..
mungkin dgn berbuat demikian, ad org berpendapat bahawa..
'Nanti depa besaq kepala la...asik kita ja nk mengalah'
erm..insyaallah..
klu semua kesabaran dan pengorbanan yg anda lakukan tu ikhlas..
besar ganjarannye..Allah suka hambaNya yg bersabar..
saya dengan ini menyeru readers semua..
Lets be a better person..
jgn habis je Ramadhan ni..kite blik kt perangai lama yg tak elok tu..
jom kite muhasabah diri..moga Allah permudahkan segala nya..
Sempena nk menyambut Hari Kemenangan yg around the corner..
i mengambil kesempatan ini mengucapkan

'Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf segala khilaf..yg nmpk mahupun tersembunyi'

See u around..hati-hati pulang ke kampung..
pandu dengan selamat..ingatlah org tersayang..(i la tu...)

 
note : salam lebaran...